I haven't posted in almost two months - I am kind of a horrible blogger - but I am resolving to make fitness and health my number one priority this year and writing this blog will help me out. So get excited because I am going to start posting ALL THE TIME! Yay!
My family is starting our own version of the Biggest Loser Challenge today! Everyone is putting money in and it is going to last for 3 months. I kind of think that my sister decided to have everyone do this to help me out and try to motivate me. It is super sweet but it also make me sad that I have become such a lazy fat mess that my family is bribing with money to lose weight. I can't let them down. I can't let my self down either. I hate living in this body. I hate waking up and dreading getting dressed because I hate how I look in everything. I HATE being the fat friend when all of my other girl friends are gorgeous. I also fucking hate being a Debby Downer/ self loather/ emo so this shit is going to stop now, well for now.
Positive, positive, positive... I am doing the Weight Watchers program. I have been half-assed doing since Nov but now I am super focused and I am taking it very seriously. I did not have anything at my house for breakfast today so instead of getting something bad from 7-11 I had a Weight Watchers Turkey Breast Dinner for breakfast. It was tasty and made me think of the day after Thanksgiving when you have a turkey sandwich with gravy and mashed potatoes for breakfast. Good times. Back to being focused... I really like WW (Weight Watchers) in the past and it worked until I stopped doing it. Then I gained a lot more weight - which is what happens when you eat healthy and then have chips and salsa and a pint of ice cream for dinner. Lesson learned, hopefully.
Oh also new info - I have a new job. It is my old job that I went back to. It is going ok - no gym here but I literally have to walk up hill both ways to get to work and back thanks to the huge U shaped dip that comes between my bus stop and my office so I get a mini workout every morning and evening.
Alright this is enough info for one super long blog post. You get an A+ for effort if you are still reading.
I wish all of my readers (all two of you) HEALTH, wealth and happiness in 2011!
Yay B! you can do it!
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