I'm Back!

Hi Friends - So it has been a month since I have posted anything so I want to give you a quick update. I have been really trying to stick with doing some sort of work out at least 4 days a week. I'm not going to lie... on the weekends the only exercise that I do is walking to a bar or to Starbucks so 4 days is working for me for now. I have been hitting up the gym by my office which was going great. Then my knees started to hurt so I decided to do some pilates. That turned out horribly. Apparently doing a video pilates tape at home when you have never done it before is a really bad idea. I think I pulled a muscle in my lower back. It is not awesome. I am still in a little bit of pain and I am going to wait until tomorrow before I work out again. I have been trying to eat better and bring in lunch in so I will not be tempted to have a burger and fries for every lunch. That has been going really well so far and I am pretty proud of my self both because I am eating better and saving a ton of cash. I will update tomorrow on the sucess (hopefully!) of my work out. Ta ta -

Failure Round 2

So I did not get around to working out yesterday or do anything physical besides walk home. Oh and I had chips and salsa for dinner. Soooo yeah - yesterday is a wash. Good start, bad ending. That seems to be my motto. It is so easy to eat right at work because I have planned ahead and even though I have good intentions for a tasty and low fat dinner those intentions usually go out the door once I get home. AKA total laziness. I just need to make stuff on Sunday and put it in the fridge or freezer. Is that so hard? No. Will I ever be motivated enough to do it?? Umm hopefully? I am going to make a healthy-ish dinner tonight. Either turkey tacos or turkey burgers. I am still trying to decide. I am not going to pretend that I am going to try and work out today. My work out buddy - T - is off and I have to do laundry which means 4 flights of stairs to the laundry room. That is kind of a work out right??

Failure

Ok - so massive work out failure. I went to change and realised that I did not pack workout pants or shorts. Am now leaving work and will try to do an OnDemand work out routine on cable. Wish me luck round 2.

OMG - Who is that fat chick in my dress???

This is it - this is the picture that made me realize that I am no longer just a few pounds overweight. I am f-a-t. I can barely even type it. Ugh. I am the one in black. I maybe fat but I still have a sense of style. I should not be as surprised as I was when I saw this photo for the first time. Honestly when I first saw I thought -oh what a bad angle! - then I saw other pictures from that night and I realized that it is not just a bad angle but a bad fucking body. So here I am two days later and I am on a mission. Ok - I am off to the gym to work my ass off and hopefully reverse all of the fries, chips, vodka/red bulls, and all of the other shit that I have been stuffing my face with for the past few years. Wish me luck....